Times Flies

It's my Senior year and its all about Tumblr lol. No more using "this" but since I'm on it right now and I just read about ending 8th grade. It made me want to write another one. A lot has happened the past years and I must say that I did a lot of stupid things during High School, even when I said I wouldn't. People are stupid sometimes I wonder how can somebody be so insecure and uh.. hate it. Finally graduating this year, it came by faster than I predicted. Awaiting college apps and what not. Scared, stressed, tired, etc. I just want it all to be over. It's almost time to close this chapter of my life and start a new one. Crazy how so much can change. Nothing last forever.

And so it begins,

Half of 2011 is already almost over, and must I say this year has been successful. I learned a lot about myself and a lot about other people. I had my up and down moments, but in the end nothing is better than the gift to be alive. Life moves on. People change. I've learned that I only choose too see what I want to see and not what is really there. This is what gets me into all my troubles. A lot has happened in the past months, too much to be summarized into this one post. But seems too me I might just start writing again. I've even stopped writing in my Diary because it just seems like there isn't enough time in a day. Lets see if I can keep up. " Catch me if you can. "

New Year Eve!

Well I havn't really posted a lot this year and it just flew by me like a bird! Before this year ends I want to give thanks to all that it brought me. The ups and downs, sadness, happy, and everything thing. I guess this year was alright, I felt like just yesterday it was the day that I told you too go away... And somehow somewhere "we" began again. And while the new year comes along I have no idea what it will bring to me and to us. I hope that I can fully figure out what I want and all that good stuff. This year is time to just " go with the flow " and just live for once. I'm done with all the other crap ! 2011 be a good one<3

"Tis' the Season to be Jolly"

How ironic it must be that this month is the time to be happy and full of cheer, but sadly for me it's the compelete opposite. I'm in no need to be happy right now there's nothing that is TOO be happy for. Maybe I should just sit and let things just fall into place but how are things gonna get done if I don't do anything ? I wish that I could have someone to make my desions but what kind of life would I be living ? This time I have no idea what to do, I'm a stuck pond.





P.S It's our day<3

"Everything happens for the BEST."


So let's let life take it's course. If were not meant to be, then that's it. If your still here after all this, then let's continue. But don't expect what you want, because nothing will ever go as plan. Everyone is filled with all these stories, tales, myths, and all of that; sadly it may not always go the way you want. But at least you got hope ? Everything will fall into place one day. In this universe people shouldn't care what other people say, but our minds just won't let us do that. When we go out // shop we have someone there to ask if "this looks good on me ? " or " should I buy this ? " I mean it's nice to have the company, however your depending on how others look at you. We go along with the latest fashion, get the newest things, and wear what everyone else is wearing. Why follow the crowd when you can start your own trend ? What you like might be different from someone else; WHO CARES ! You might think you dress good or has the best clothes but everyone is different. So what does it matter if the celebs are wearing the new fashion, doesn't mean you have too. There's a reason why you dress like this or you think this way, that doesn't imply you must change yourself to "fit in." I guess my point is that everything does happen for the best, and it doesn't matter if your different it just makes you more "original." I know I think like this too, but I'm trying to not to be ! Well see how that goes.


I'd like to give a shout out to all the FAKERS, be yourself...