damn.

at time it may seem that its right, but then the time comes when i just dont give a FUCK.! its a done deal. get over it. for the sheeit and the nice things, it just doesnt compete to the thing that I want. i think im just beeing picky, or maybe its just that i dont know. but i DO know that i dont have a clue right now. i want some differnt and change. i wish that the thing me & my seester talked about would SO come true. i know running away isnt the answer, but who says its running away ? well i dont. and thats all that matters. oh & if you wondering babby. dont worry about it. im not talking abou you. [;


cueeing it today with the beesties !
& chealsea & aaron <3[;
i hope i can see you./:


-SaxxieOUT .[;

which one?

this is something i learned a while back ago.


would you rather be the chaser or the chasese ?


apperently, i like to the the chaser.


-SaxxieOUT .[;

bridal shower !

woot ! finally i went to a bridal shower ! & on August16 is the wedding ! ;D<3

today was pretty hilarious. who knew that they would let us kids play there games.
first : your FantasyGuy.
second : make the best penis out of play-dooh !
third : unwrap gifts. [ the gift was latex condoms ! ]
fourth : " sex fells "
fifth : whats in your purse !

the games were so fun. i SO would have won the second game.[; justkidding. we won whats in your purse ! bridal shower games are REALLY fun. after that we did some " girls on the dance floor ! " Heba, is the best at dancing.[; after that we did some singing ! and i totally powned my seester in it. won by 100,000. LMAO.

the cuttest babbys are there EVER ! [; there soo cutys. we took so many peectures with them. today was a total succses. plus the cutie was fighting with my seester ! haha. oh. and i looked cutys too.[; it was pretty fun, but i had to talk with was my seesters & the babbies [;

peectures !


Getting ready.


FuckYou.


Seesters.


Saxxie.


Sharaya.


Chineya.


OrangeLady.


16 & pregent.


cutysUNO.


cutysDOUS.


SleepyTigerBear.


the end.♥

-SaxxieOUT .[;

makeover.

well yesteday i went to Johns Incredible Pizza with Shanna and her family. but before we went my seester gave me a makeover ! well not total makeover. she just put makeup on me and redressed me to her style. it was pretty instresting. i looked just like her ! i could be a miniChineya & a miniSharaya. LMAO. well we went to the Ontario Mills Mall too. and i got a skirt, dress, and a bag ! so glad to have shopped.! ;D<3.>


London.Russel.Chance.

today is the chill day for me. tomorrow is Gerades Birthday Party.[; and then Sunday is my aunties BRIDELshower ! ;D<3!


-SaxxieOUT .[;

long time.

no blog in a while. well been busy doing other things./:

one more month until school starts. well today was pretty instersting.
when to Target & Ross. got some stuff. got home. had a ARGUMENT with my seester
and my mommy about boyfriend stuff. and apparently i KNOW more stuff about
it then anyone in the house. because my mommy says that ive "been thought it" and
ive helped other people about it. well i guess thats okay. as long as my relationship is
going well then i have nothing to worry about.[; well today im get my knotts pass.and
then tomorrow, hopefully i get to go out for my 7th month.<3
bye ♥

-SaxxieOUT .[;

iloveyou?

girl: define love.
boy: i dont know.

well here.

"Love is a strong emotion and people say its so strong it could practically move mountains if it could. And with love anything is possible. Love, there is no thinking whether someone loves whomever or no. You just know. Which is why the feeling is indescribable. When its real; you refuse to let go. You keep trying and hoping, you have faith. Regardless of the other person’s bad you still see the good. Even if the world thinks you’re crazy or says no. You don’t give up. As much as it seems impossible it isn’t. Pain; just because someone doesn’t love you or feel the same way isn’t their fault you can’t tell them what to feel. Even if they do cause you pain love is forgiving. And if it wasn’t worth it will you still be waiting? Because you would know. If it was meant for you to move on than you will regardless of how “hard” you think it is. But my point is…real love doesn’t give up. Even if it hurts. You just know the person’s the one, not now but maybe one day."

boy: "it proves that i love you."
girl : iloveyoutoo.

are you in love ?

-SaxxieOUT. [;

back.

so finally got back from Vegas yesterday. it was alrights.
really hot. didnt do anything that was FUN. got really tanned.
-__-. and got to hang with Shanna for like 4 days.[x when
we got back i was supposed to go and hang with Andy.!
but i couldnt because i had stupid dentis and all. well i wanted
to see him but i guess ill see him on Friday.[; today theres
nothing to do. and im on the phone with my babby.[; OH.
and just for the record IM ALWAYS RIGHT. on everything.[;
so you should have just listed to me .! cant wait to see yoou
tomorrow.<3

-SaxxieOUT .[;

a day with Samantha.[;

so yesterday was tiring and then i have to wake up at around 9 to get ready for Samantha.! [; she came and our plan was to go swimming but then just chill.but i guess we decided to go to the movies.[; we headed for the movies at around 1, and while we waited we played with cards. and LMAO. Samantha is so funny.[x then we chilled & talked for a while in my room.


iLOVEyou.-Saxxie & Samantha.<3

we chatted about our past and all. told her mostly about things. and shes pretty chill with what happens. AND everyone thought we hated each other.psh. more like we LOVE eachother.[; we got some bonding time today. and it was pretty nice. we could become the bestest of friends. well then it was movieTIME.!

we first watched IceAge.



ITS soo cutys.! haha. i would wanna watch it again. well when that was oveer we went to go watch The Proposal.



omgah. Ryan Reynolds is such a HOTTIE for a guy is age.[; and Samantha agrees with me too. well after that movie, she went home around 7 because her mommy picked her up./: WE have to have another playday! [; when she left the rest of my Fambam went to go and watch Public Enemies.



it was a pretty good movie. and some people got kicked out because they were talking so mucho. it was funny. well finished at 10. and sitting for 3 movies hurts your ass and makes you hella tired.[; plus tomorrows 4th of July.! im so excited for Vegaas with Shanna, but ima meess yoou so mucho ! D: thought about you for the whole day today./: cant wait to see you again.<3.
goodnights.♥


-SaxxieOUT .[;

sixflags.

yesterday i got home at like 1 and i was totally tired.! well yesterday was first of all..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CALVIN.! [;

besides that i went to SixFlags.! with Katrina, Shanna, and Joyee.[; for Katrinas birthday again.haha. i had to get to Katrinas house at around 8-ish.! and then Joyee came and we were off on our way at around 10. then got there at around 11. we went on the water ride FIRST.[; because it was oohsoHOT.when we got there.-___-.


Shanna.Joyee.Saxxie.Katrina.

i looked like a total retard in that peecture.because the sun was in my eyes.-__-.well it was really fun.hangingout with all these girlies.[; and TOO bad that Nikki couldn't come because of her stupid volleyball practice. it was REALLY hot and my plan for the day was to get tanned or even a little darker. but that did not work as i planned.-___-. i looked excatually the same when i got there and when i left.[x well we went on another water ride.because Joyee just LOVES getting wet.[;


Sax.Kat.Shan.Joy.



i swear it looks like Katrina is like doing me.[x while we were there, guees who i got too see.!? ;D i havent seem him since the end of the school year.well it was nice seeing him.


Saxxie.JUANPRADO.! [;

then we left and as we were walking we went crazy taking peectures with like the character people in the suites.! [;


Kat.Shan.SKUNK.Sax.Joy.


did you know that Twit tie is a GUY.!? D:

then after that WE finally went to go and watch a show. because i wanted to watch something.so we went to go and see the CSi thingie. and it was pretty gay.LMAO.but it was alrights.[; when the show was finished. i had the most brilliant idea ever.! so like we would be in teams of 2 and the first to get 5 peectures with differnt people within 15 mins wins.! and one of the peectures has to be with a girl. and the losers would have to have the other person pick a guy for them to call and tell them that they liked him.[; and the teams were Me & Joyee. and Shanna & Katrina. AND ofcourse Me & Joyee WON.! ;D we got too meet new people.and they were nice.[;


Kevin.[;

These chicks.[;

Black guy.[;

and this guy.[;

SO Katrina had to call RichardLara and tell him that she liked him and Shanna called Mateo.[; well then after that we went on a few more rides and then went to eat. PoorJoyee. we had to go to the giftshop to get some shorts.haha. by that time it was like already almost time to leave. and Me and Shanna were so tired. so we just stayed in the giftshop and took peectures of things.[; and i got a neckleas. while Katrina and Joyee went in line for X2.


my buurthday.[;


my babbyboos buurthday.[;


iloveyoubabe.<3[;

sady we didnt get to go on X2.because it started RIGHT when we left the line. so oohwells.then after that we were ON our way home.! ;D ooh.and the like old guy for SixFlags like was dancing on me when i went to get a peectuer with him.[x


Oldguy.Saxxie.

when home.ate.showered.then fell dead to sleep.it was the mucho fun i needed.[; and a great way to start oof July.now tomorrow is a day i cant wait for.<3[;
the end.♥


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