no tumblr.

well my attempt for a tumblr. was a bust. got told to just stick to blogger. LMAO.
so its blogger for me. i wont be like the rest ![; well havent blogged in a while and first of all.

HAPPY11MONTHS BABBYLOOVE!
iloveyousomucho babbyboo.
that i cant believe that its already here!
i can just remember our days when we fought
and sheit but we always make it up
iloveyousomuchobabbyboo!


sorry this was so late.
but i couldnt go on that mucho./:


Sincerely;
SaxxieTran.

leave blogger ?

haha. so tumblr or blog ?
saxxieetran.blogspot.com
OR
saxxieetran.tumblr.com

which one ?


Sincerely;
SaxxieTran.

square uno ?

as i suspected. things dont go as always. first ! LMAO. Shanna everyone does have it -.- oohwells.

anyways. have i gone back to my old ways ?
with backups ?
with lying ?
with cheating ?[not on people-.-]
with everything ?
now i can fully say, im not trying as hard anymore. you've worked the crap outa me. and there's nothing left to work for.. things ponder my head that's uncontrollable. im back to the confused stage. the what will happen if.. stage. the one more thing your out stage. however i try to put things so they can be good. turns out to be the worst. nothing anymore seems so clear. nothing seems so perfect. nothing is so so what it was before. we built to much of a strong base to let the whole thing crash to its feet. but i start to wonder, this happens then this, then THIS. its a pattern. one i dont want to repeat for the 4th time now.. what happened ?! to everything ? the image of a future goes further away as the days pass by me. sooner or later there will be nothing to look forward to. am i speaking to soon ? or am i just being rational. who knows ? in the way things are going, its like a sketchy picture about to be thrown in the trash sooner or later.

" one must not ask what they did wrong, one must KNOW how to fix it."
-M.B


Sincerely,
SaxxieTran.