what is up with this weather ?!

great. testing this week. i think im doing good so far ? haha. its just been 2 days but still good. lots of things are occurring at the same time. im deprived of sleep, eyes are tired from being cleansed, and i fell like dying with all this crap. idks, what to do now. all i can do right now is to just solve the problem that's right in front of me. instead of trying to handle all this at once. its really frustrating. i hope that we can resolve our conflicts soon, because im getting really tired of the same thing happening over & over again. were not a record player. sheesh. cant wait for school to be over ! and start a new year. i hope that it will be better.

bye spring break.
it's been fun.







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happy.

so the break is almost to an end. and there is still so mucho i want to do before it ends. but for a fact i know that it wont happen. but its all good. no worries. last night, i realized that you really do. so much, and so do i. im sorry for everything and all that i did to you. but getting down on your knees and begging ! ohgosh<3 so yesterday went to BREA, with his girlie. it was fun fun. but operation skirt/dress was not a very successful. ohwells. next time. at Montclair and this time with the other one. who's to busy at her house with others[; well, couple more days til school. gotta get caught up with the sleeping.

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spring break.

finally spring break. so im guessing that spring break isn't the best for me: i mean guyways. recall last spring break, the one before that, and this one. well everything turned out okay this time.<3 so lets not talk about it. first of all HAPPYEASTER. today i wanted to stay home alone so i can think, rest, and catch up with myself. lately, ive been feeling disconnected with myself. weird right ? i think that its all this "other" stuff i have going on that i lose myself in the process. i fell like i don't know who i am anymore. sounds strange that you can lose yourself. but its the truth..

anywho, i hope that this spring break will be a good one. i miss you guys. i miss everything. i fell despressed from time to time. but i get over it. getting a hug from you on Friday really made my day. we've been so distance but i hope that we can hangout. sorry that ive bailed on you. but its all good. i want this week to be one full of fun.

ps. after 3 years of painful braces. i finally get to take them off. mark your calenders because MAY14 is the day<3