why ?

hats off to katrina today.<3
hope she has a great birthday.

Anyways; well first off I just wanted to say thankyou to the that one person that I can always count on to vent to. your the best, eventho the distance and the inconvience. hes always up for listening to my problems<3.>

time goes by way to fast.

well it's been such a busy year. this whole year, everything. why does things come back at me in a way that it's my fault ? i didn't do anything wrong ? is being happy for myself for once bad ? what i've learned from all of this is that people need to be more mentally healthy. i myself am trying to deal with all this stuff. and what happened to me on the journey. well it's best not if i say. but i'm trying to do my best here and you should to. not saying that everything was just eh to me. it was something. but that's it, IT WAS. you may change, be better, and be how i wanted you to be. but i just can't do it again. when i talk to you its different. there isn't enough i can say to make you understand. i'm sorry for everything and i guess your sorry too. but its to late. i guess i can finally say that you know what it means to take someone for granted. because you did, big time. that's all i can say for now.

" don't dwell in the past, move forward and look towards the future "