one night.

in ONE night you changed everything. honestly i thought that i would be the reason for it. but sadly you mistaken me wrong. you were the one that was different, the one i felt was better then the rest, the one that i could see being with, the one that was just the one. and you just proved me wrong. how could you ?! you may be saying that you shouldnt have ever done it or whatever but love me enough to stand up and tell me you did it. you are truly the only person that has ever made me this sad, this mad, this felling that ive never had for another person. you dont understand how bad you hurt ME. i know your hurt and you "need" me. but then why did you do it ? even if she did it first, you had the chance to not go, not sit near her, not even being that close, and to lie to me. just makes the whole thing much worse. plus to talk to her and flirt with her like it was nothing. its unbelieveable. you know NONE thought that you would do such a thing. but this proves to show all guys are the same in there own way. i trusted you with her, hanging out and all, but now i dont trust a word you say anymore. i do what i want to do and not what others say, my heart says no but my mind tells me yes. i dont want to go through something like this again. my heart cant take it. the first time it was your fault in believing other people so we got another chance at it. and now again its your fault again, and you WANT me to give you another chance. a third ?! you should have already learned not to screw up by the second one. i cant even face you. i dont know what to do. you really messed this up. and i dont think that anything can fix it. you can try, and ill listen. but i have no clue. well see if you get another one.

-SaxxieOUT .[;