one thing.

words can't explain how i feel. it seems unnecessary for everything. i know what happened. what i did. you know what, why stay here and try to do this. one thing, and everything is crumbling. i have no idea what to do, say, or think. im blank inside & out. i cant even eat. i guess this is what i get. im being punished for all the things ive done before. God is making me suffer...