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Well here goes nothing; why is it that I cannot have the one thing that I most desire ? I mean let us have a recall.. I now have 2 "people" who think that like yeah and both are alike. Ohwells, it was their fault. But why is it so hard to let go ? I'm pretty sure right now that I don't even matter to you. It's okay I guess. While looking throught my old mail I happened to reread one and my golly was it frighting. Made me wonder whether or not anything was really real. Or was it just my imganation ? I'm glad what happened, happened but I just hoped for another outcome of it all. Right now I'm in maze in which there's no way out. Seems like I keep making the wrong turns and winding up at the same place I started from. Once I reach this gateway will this mind twister finally end ? So many questions and such little answers. Will my night and shining armor come and rescue me from this on going maze ? Or will I just keep making these wrong turns until I finally solve it for myself ?



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