2009.

first of all HAPPYBIRTHDAYtomyLOVE[;<3
my day with you was great. you may think that last year was better, but i think that this year beats all the others. and more years to come with you. iloveyousomucho.

now, 2009 is leaving ready for 2010?
all i have to say for 2009 is youve done well this year. well see if you can do it again for the next one. hopefully for next year i just become a better person and mucho more things. but for right now the main thing is to try harder in everything.

lets start counting for 2010!<3


Sincerely;
SaxxieTran.

winterbreak !

me & my babbyboo<3.

so winterbreak is finally here. cant believe that its already half way done with school. well for the first few days i spent it at home talking to the cutie. and webcamming with him. i have a feeling that this month will be good. mybirthday/myoneyear!/my babbyboos birthday/CHRISTMAS. this is the best month of the year. and like the last one ima spend most of my time with my love. me and my cutie stay up and race drinking milk with eachother.[; sadly, my mommy wouldnt let me go out because of the rain. so lets hope that it doesnt rain that mucho. GAY i have projects and homework but ima try to finish by this week so i can go out. i MISS my boy like crazy.-.- that its not even funny. well cant wait too see what this winterbreak will bring me. because last years was one not to forget<3

Sincerely;
SaxxieTran.

no tumblr.

well my attempt for a tumblr. was a bust. got told to just stick to blogger. LMAO.
so its blogger for me. i wont be like the rest ![; well havent blogged in a while and first of all.

HAPPY11MONTHS BABBYLOOVE!
iloveyousomucho babbyboo.
that i cant believe that its already here!
i can just remember our days when we fought
and sheit but we always make it up
iloveyousomuchobabbyboo!


sorry this was so late.
but i couldnt go on that mucho./:


Sincerely;
SaxxieTran.

leave blogger ?

haha. so tumblr or blog ?
saxxieetran.blogspot.com
OR
saxxieetran.tumblr.com

which one ?


Sincerely;
SaxxieTran.

square uno ?

as i suspected. things dont go as always. first ! LMAO. Shanna everyone does have it -.- oohwells.

anyways. have i gone back to my old ways ?
with backups ?
with lying ?
with cheating ?[not on people-.-]
with everything ?
now i can fully say, im not trying as hard anymore. you've worked the crap outa me. and there's nothing left to work for.. things ponder my head that's uncontrollable. im back to the confused stage. the what will happen if.. stage. the one more thing your out stage. however i try to put things so they can be good. turns out to be the worst. nothing anymore seems so clear. nothing seems so perfect. nothing is so so what it was before. we built to much of a strong base to let the whole thing crash to its feet. but i start to wonder, this happens then this, then THIS. its a pattern. one i dont want to repeat for the 4th time now.. what happened ?! to everything ? the image of a future goes further away as the days pass by me. sooner or later there will be nothing to look forward to. am i speaking to soon ? or am i just being rational. who knows ? in the way things are going, its like a sketchy picture about to be thrown in the trash sooner or later.

" one must not ask what they did wrong, one must KNOW how to fix it."
-M.B


Sincerely,
SaxxieTran.

I act different ?
YOU act different ?
EVERYONE ACTS DIFFERENT now......

i missed school today!(:

Sincerely;
SaxxieTran.

how about that ?

lets remain the status quo.
okay ?

Sincerely;
SaxxieTran.

untitled.

well FINALLY in like a billion of years i got a phone! im so happy, a bit sad tho. nothing interesting happens that mucho, everythings good school, life, Andy. but you know best, wanted me to blog[; everything is chill to the max. well besides a little arguments here and there its all good. im a bit intimidated by this one person but i mean, WTF. dont be doing that. whateves. im not gonna do sheit. becauase thats just not me. what does it result in ? nothing ? thats what i dont get sometimes. hopefully my grade raises in Math. OH finally went to a water polo game today. and i must say Katrina & Joyee are FREAKS [; it is so HILARIOUS! when they see guys, good thing i already have mines. well thats it for now. got like 3 test tomorrow. wish me luck ! yay FRIDAY tomorrow.

Sincerely;
SaxxieTran.

UPDATE.

well then hasn't it been a while since ive seen you[; oh and before i start this off i wanna just say.

SORRY Emily]: its been busy but don't worry when i get my phone me and you will talk it nonstop!<3.

alrighty. well to start of October im hopefully getting a phone this Sunday ? maybe. people keep changing there minds.-.- piss me off why dontcha. well tomorrow is already the Homcomming game ! but i don't think ima watch the whole thing. [; and i cant even go to HOMECOMMING ! great right. but i really don't want to go that mucho, but its the feeling of going that's nice. but instead ima mall it with the girlies and the boy. realized a lot this week well actually today. but its nothing important. schools tiring as always, and not as fun as i expected. i hope it gets better.
♥


Sincerely;
SaxxieTran.

met you.

dauym. you think that it can be all good after 1 or maybe even 2 hugs. your kidding me right ? whatevers. you need a reality check. and notice that your not what everyone says you are. its whatevers now. i dont care. just dont think that me and you are " COOL " already. i need more adjusting time. oh and THANKS KevinLee for what you said -.-. well im pretty sure you said it. Friday wasnt as planed. sorry if i was mad ? OH and thanks for the support guys. hopefully next Friday will go as plan.
♥

(2:20:00 PM) : there's no girl that culd be better then u

Sincerely,
SaxxieTran.

me; different ?

have i been acting differently these past few days ? well i dont think that i have. and ive been told many times before that i am. but if i am, then sorry ? i dont see it. LOL. so im not sure. well ive been fine. just tired and all. well school is still a pain. but the thing i look forward to is seeing you babby. friday ♥

Sincerely,
SaxxieTran.

schools a bore.

very. i want it over.[x it just started and its already getting on my nerves. its okay. but still hate it. math teacher sucks balls -.- i dont want to go to French. and PE is a pain -.-. Mr. Cook's finger really creeps me out. i dont like it. and Mrs. Burch is just... dont even wanna start on her. Thune scares the sheit outa me. hes so scary ! eh. i want it over. i only like it when schools over and i spend an hour with my love.
oohwells that ends well.


Sincerely,
SaxxieTran.

quote of the day.

"every superwoman needs a superman and ill be him. "


-Sincerely,
SaxxieTan.

im sick of you.

you piss me off i dont like you that mucho anymore. no im not talking about YOU. [; in talking to you. yeah you. me and her had a nice conversation about it. and we both agreed on the fact that you are a slutfacedguystealinghoe. it wasnt that whole thing. but that was the concept that we were talking about. i have no idea why i still stay. your fine at times but sometimes you get on my nerves. and when i say that i mean it. oh gosh. theres mucho for me to tell you but i cant. you act like your all cool. when really you dont know what " cool " is. people dont even like you that mucho so why act like your the best ? hmm. ask your self that. you think your the ISH. but your the opposite. like i said before you changed. i dont know. is it me that changed ? or your attitude ? i know you think that your doing something good. but your not. so stop pretending. -.- i hate pretenders and your becoming one. so stop this sheit. hoe. your a freak with guys. dont become a slut. im sorry i didnt want it to come down to this. but it has. its not my fault. oh and btw. your not cute or pretty. listen to what people say about you.

hint : lots of people dislike you. you just dont know it.

figured out who im speaking of ?


Sincerely,
Saxxie Tran.

3rd.

here we go again.

Sincerely,
Saxxie Tran.

first week of school.

eh it was pretty good-ish.[x i found out that i have a

1. a perverted english teacher.
2. a SUCKIE math teacher -.-
3. a Mrs.Wycoff history teacher. -.-
4. a French teacher that has the DEEPEST accent ever.
5. a scary ass science teacher.

school is pretty dull. nothing really exciting. and sheeit. it just fells like last year just in a different school. i can already see the changes in some of my friends. and i dont like it. -.- eventually my theory is that once you change, we will never go back to the same. and its happening already even if you dont think that it is. the only thing that makes me go to school now is him.<3[; clearly i didnt listen to what people said. and i hope that he can prove them right. but whats life if you can get chances right ?
oh. and NOVEMBER11. new phone ! <3[;>

Sincerely,
Saxxie Tran.

you wonder why ?

everything goes GREAT. until out of nowhere you burst out and angermood. i mean wtf. then you start wondering these things. well or should i say have been. and i hope that this answers all your questions.


you wonder why i want a boyfriend ?
" its because hes the only person that makes me fell wanted & love. you said yourself you hate our guts and you dont want us. so why do i need to be hated ? and hes someone i can talk to and tell all my stuff too and hell love me no matter what. i know you say who needs it now. none really needs it now. in my case i do. i fell unwanted here. thats why i have one. and thats why ive been getting ones since i can remember. answer your question ? "

you wonder why i dont respect you ?
" how can i respect someone who doesnt respect themself ? you think you do good, but really its bad. i lost my respect for you when i was 11 and i dont think id ever respect you that mucho. you disapoint me. you cheat, you lie, you do all this sheit. and you think you can hide it ?! fact : no matter what i find things out some way or another. who says " fuck you, i hate you " to there own face !? i know you. so stop trying to say i have no respect, because i do just not towards you. does that clear things up ? "

you wonder why i talk so mucho on the phone ?
" its to get away from the chatting i have to do with you. i want to talk to someone who cares what im saying and doesnt hate my guts. i want to talk to some one who will listen and make me not fell like a loner. sure its fine to talk to you, but not all the time. id rather be talking to other people let alone you. does that answer why i always want the phone ? "


you wonder why im the "worst one" ?
" its because ive been trying so hard to be the best i can. every little mistake i do, you take it in to a big deal. im not the worst one. you kidding me. open your eyes and see what other people are. dont focus your attention on me. i dont want it. you both pointed at me when we were talking about beening a bad child, what have i done thats so wrong ? get good grades ? havent got in any big trouble ? trying to help you when your old ? i mean listen to me and youll find out things. does that clear my name as the worst one ? "

you wonder why i can act so good ?
" its because ive been doing it my whole life. being someone im not. i act different to you than how i really am. i hide things from you, that eats me up from the inside out. so whats the difference if i act like something im not, thats actors. now you know why i want to be one so bad. its easy. and everyday you make me act more and more like i want to be with you. like i care. like i want to be here. understand why now ? "

you wonder why we have so many problems ?
" its you. your the cause of it all. maybe here and there its because im being a bad person. but still. everynight since i was what 7, i wish that one day we can be one. and i wont have to see him on weekends. and it happened. and then now you complain how you " hate your life " you ruined it. dont blame it on the rest of the world. now you know why ?

you wonder why i want to go to LongBeach ?
" not to be what you want me too be. its to shove it in your face, that i can make it and you cant enjoy in my inrichment. got it ? "

i can go on and on about things you wonder about me. but whos the give the secerts away. not me. thats what makes life going. so live it, dont die in it. you say you wont help me anymore. fine well see how well that goes along.
peace easy.

oh and one more thing.
goodbye summer. & everything that happened.

Sincerly,
SaxxieTran.

did i have it ?

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her...


-SaxxieOUT .[;

one night.

in ONE night you changed everything. honestly i thought that i would be the reason for it. but sadly you mistaken me wrong. you were the one that was different, the one i felt was better then the rest, the one that i could see being with, the one that was just the one. and you just proved me wrong. how could you ?! you may be saying that you shouldnt have ever done it or whatever but love me enough to stand up and tell me you did it. you are truly the only person that has ever made me this sad, this mad, this felling that ive never had for another person. you dont understand how bad you hurt ME. i know your hurt and you "need" me. but then why did you do it ? even if she did it first, you had the chance to not go, not sit near her, not even being that close, and to lie to me. just makes the whole thing much worse. plus to talk to her and flirt with her like it was nothing. its unbelieveable. you know NONE thought that you would do such a thing. but this proves to show all guys are the same in there own way. i trusted you with her, hanging out and all, but now i dont trust a word you say anymore. i do what i want to do and not what others say, my heart says no but my mind tells me yes. i dont want to go through something like this again. my heart cant take it. the first time it was your fault in believing other people so we got another chance at it. and now again its your fault again, and you WANT me to give you another chance. a third ?! you should have already learned not to screw up by the second one. i cant even face you. i dont know what to do. you really messed this up. and i dont think that anything can fix it. you can try, and ill listen. but i have no clue. well see if you get another one.

-SaxxieOUT .[;

.

“Love is a game in which one always cheats.”



-SaxxieOUT .[;

really ?

If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it dosent, then it was never meant to be.


-SaxxieOUT .[;

wtf ?!

does a promise not mean anything to people these days ?!

i mean you ask someone to do something and one person does it but the other doesnt. how could anything get done of everyone acted like that ?! i dont mean to be bitchy or anything, but still each day goes on and that promise goes further away. and its not my fault this time, its YOURS. your the dumbass that cant keep it. i just cant believe it.



-SaxxieOUT .[;

what now ?

always will there be the argument in whether to follow what you want to do or what your close friends think is the best for you. we all know that we must do what WE want and not what other people say you should do. but what if it turns out that they were right ? and something horrible happens ?

Torral: Lets hope nothing happens D:
Tarango : oohh that sucks just be careful ok
Bestie: just watch urself k bestiee?
Meksavanh: wow thats rough be careful
Lin: just be careful i dont want you getting hurt

not everything goes as plan. and when one thing changes, everything changes. change can be a scary thing or a good thing, we just need to let the change happen and see what it brings along with it. noone can really truly understand everything that goes on, nor will we, but we do our best to figure it out. yet everyone makes mistakes, but what if it was the mistake that changed everything. we have the right to make our own path, our own faith, but where is the fine line between the non-consideration of your friends and what you think is right ? it seems like everything is going well until you hear the other side of the story. but when the facts come in. ones stronger then the other and if you dont like the results change it if you have the guts.

"go with the flow ? " or " what ever floats your boat ? "
you pick.

-SaxxieOUT .[;

party !

Shannas house tomorrow for SWIMMING ! [;
i geet to see ANDY ! <3[;


-SaxxieOUT .[;

20 facts.

things to know about guys.

1. Guys don't go after good-looking girls, because looks...aren't everything to them.
2. Guys hate flirts.
3. If a guy says he doesn't understand you, it means you're not thinking the way he is.
4. A guy can be flirting around all day but before he goes to sleep, he'll always think about the girl he truly cares about.
5. When a guy really likes you, he'll disregard all your bad characteristics because to him, you're perfect.
6. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
7. Guys will do anything to get your attention.
8. When you touch a guy's heart, there's no turning back.
9. When you say "no", guys hear it as "try again tomorrow."
10. Sometimes you have to tell a guy what you really want before he truly understands.
11. A guy would sacrifice his lunch money just to get you a couple of roses.
12. A guy often thinks about and talks about the girl who likes him, but this doesn't mean he likes her back.
13. You won't ever completely understand him.
14. If a guy ever tells you he loves you more than once a day...he does.
15. Girls are indeed guys' weaknesses.
16. Guys are very open about themselves, they will tell you anything you want to know.
17. It's good to test a guy before you believe him, but don't ever make him wait too long.
18. Guys hate it when their clothes get dirty. Even a small dot.
19. Guys really admire girls that they like even if they're not that pretty.
20. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.


watch 100 facts about guys ! [;

damn.

at time it may seem that its right, but then the time comes when i just dont give a FUCK.! its a done deal. get over it. for the sheeit and the nice things, it just doesnt compete to the thing that I want. i think im just beeing picky, or maybe its just that i dont know. but i DO know that i dont have a clue right now. i want some differnt and change. i wish that the thing me & my seester talked about would SO come true. i know running away isnt the answer, but who says its running away ? well i dont. and thats all that matters. oh & if you wondering babby. dont worry about it. im not talking abou you. [;


cueeing it today with the beesties !
& chealsea & aaron <3[;
i hope i can see you./:


-SaxxieOUT .[;

which one?

this is something i learned a while back ago.


would you rather be the chaser or the chasese ?


apperently, i like to the the chaser.


-SaxxieOUT .[;

bridal shower !

woot ! finally i went to a bridal shower ! & on August16 is the wedding ! ;D<3

today was pretty hilarious. who knew that they would let us kids play there games.
first : your FantasyGuy.
second : make the best penis out of play-dooh !
third : unwrap gifts. [ the gift was latex condoms ! ]
fourth : " sex fells "
fifth : whats in your purse !

the games were so fun. i SO would have won the second game.[; justkidding. we won whats in your purse ! bridal shower games are REALLY fun. after that we did some " girls on the dance floor ! " Heba, is the best at dancing.[; after that we did some singing ! and i totally powned my seester in it. won by 100,000. LMAO.

the cuttest babbys are there EVER ! [; there soo cutys. we took so many peectures with them. today was a total succses. plus the cutie was fighting with my seester ! haha. oh. and i looked cutys too.[; it was pretty fun, but i had to talk with was my seesters & the babbies [;

peectures !


Getting ready.


FuckYou.


Seesters.


Saxxie.


Sharaya.


Chineya.


OrangeLady.


16 & pregent.


cutysUNO.


cutysDOUS.


SleepyTigerBear.


the end.♥

-SaxxieOUT .[;

makeover.

well yesteday i went to Johns Incredible Pizza with Shanna and her family. but before we went my seester gave me a makeover ! well not total makeover. she just put makeup on me and redressed me to her style. it was pretty instresting. i looked just like her ! i could be a miniChineya & a miniSharaya. LMAO. well we went to the Ontario Mills Mall too. and i got a skirt, dress, and a bag ! so glad to have shopped.! ;D<3.>


London.Russel.Chance.

today is the chill day for me. tomorrow is Gerades Birthday Party.[; and then Sunday is my aunties BRIDELshower ! ;D<3!


-SaxxieOUT .[;

long time.

no blog in a while. well been busy doing other things./:

one more month until school starts. well today was pretty instersting.
when to Target & Ross. got some stuff. got home. had a ARGUMENT with my seester
and my mommy about boyfriend stuff. and apparently i KNOW more stuff about
it then anyone in the house. because my mommy says that ive "been thought it" and
ive helped other people about it. well i guess thats okay. as long as my relationship is
going well then i have nothing to worry about.[; well today im get my knotts pass.and
then tomorrow, hopefully i get to go out for my 7th month.<3
bye ♥

-SaxxieOUT .[;

iloveyou?

girl: define love.
boy: i dont know.

well here.

"Love is a strong emotion and people say its so strong it could practically move mountains if it could. And with love anything is possible. Love, there is no thinking whether someone loves whomever or no. You just know. Which is why the feeling is indescribable. When its real; you refuse to let go. You keep trying and hoping, you have faith. Regardless of the other person’s bad you still see the good. Even if the world thinks you’re crazy or says no. You don’t give up. As much as it seems impossible it isn’t. Pain; just because someone doesn’t love you or feel the same way isn’t their fault you can’t tell them what to feel. Even if they do cause you pain love is forgiving. And if it wasn’t worth it will you still be waiting? Because you would know. If it was meant for you to move on than you will regardless of how “hard” you think it is. But my point is…real love doesn’t give up. Even if it hurts. You just know the person’s the one, not now but maybe one day."

boy: "it proves that i love you."
girl : iloveyoutoo.

are you in love ?

-SaxxieOUT. [;

back.

so finally got back from Vegas yesterday. it was alrights.
really hot. didnt do anything that was FUN. got really tanned.
-__-. and got to hang with Shanna for like 4 days.[x when
we got back i was supposed to go and hang with Andy.!
but i couldnt because i had stupid dentis and all. well i wanted
to see him but i guess ill see him on Friday.[; today theres
nothing to do. and im on the phone with my babby.[; OH.
and just for the record IM ALWAYS RIGHT. on everything.[;
so you should have just listed to me .! cant wait to see yoou
tomorrow.<3

-SaxxieOUT .[;

a day with Samantha.[;

so yesterday was tiring and then i have to wake up at around 9 to get ready for Samantha.! [; she came and our plan was to go swimming but then just chill.but i guess we decided to go to the movies.[; we headed for the movies at around 1, and while we waited we played with cards. and LMAO. Samantha is so funny.[x then we chilled & talked for a while in my room.


iLOVEyou.-Saxxie & Samantha.<3

we chatted about our past and all. told her mostly about things. and shes pretty chill with what happens. AND everyone thought we hated each other.psh. more like we LOVE eachother.[; we got some bonding time today. and it was pretty nice. we could become the bestest of friends. well then it was movieTIME.!

we first watched IceAge.



ITS soo cutys.! haha. i would wanna watch it again. well when that was oveer we went to go watch The Proposal.



omgah. Ryan Reynolds is such a HOTTIE for a guy is age.[; and Samantha agrees with me too. well after that movie, she went home around 7 because her mommy picked her up./: WE have to have another playday! [; when she left the rest of my Fambam went to go and watch Public Enemies.



it was a pretty good movie. and some people got kicked out because they were talking so mucho. it was funny. well finished at 10. and sitting for 3 movies hurts your ass and makes you hella tired.[; plus tomorrows 4th of July.! im so excited for Vegaas with Shanna, but ima meess yoou so mucho ! D: thought about you for the whole day today./: cant wait to see you again.<3.
goodnights.♥


-SaxxieOUT .[;

sixflags.

yesterday i got home at like 1 and i was totally tired.! well yesterday was first of all..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CALVIN.! [;

besides that i went to SixFlags.! with Katrina, Shanna, and Joyee.[; for Katrinas birthday again.haha. i had to get to Katrinas house at around 8-ish.! and then Joyee came and we were off on our way at around 10. then got there at around 11. we went on the water ride FIRST.[; because it was oohsoHOT.when we got there.-___-.


Shanna.Joyee.Saxxie.Katrina.

i looked like a total retard in that peecture.because the sun was in my eyes.-__-.well it was really fun.hangingout with all these girlies.[; and TOO bad that Nikki couldn't come because of her stupid volleyball practice. it was REALLY hot and my plan for the day was to get tanned or even a little darker. but that did not work as i planned.-___-. i looked excatually the same when i got there and when i left.[x well we went on another water ride.because Joyee just LOVES getting wet.[;


Sax.Kat.Shan.Joy.



i swear it looks like Katrina is like doing me.[x while we were there, guees who i got too see.!? ;D i havent seem him since the end of the school year.well it was nice seeing him.


Saxxie.JUANPRADO.! [;

then we left and as we were walking we went crazy taking peectures with like the character people in the suites.! [;


Kat.Shan.SKUNK.Sax.Joy.


did you know that Twit tie is a GUY.!? D:

then after that WE finally went to go and watch a show. because i wanted to watch something.so we went to go and see the CSi thingie. and it was pretty gay.LMAO.but it was alrights.[; when the show was finished. i had the most brilliant idea ever.! so like we would be in teams of 2 and the first to get 5 peectures with differnt people within 15 mins wins.! and one of the peectures has to be with a girl. and the losers would have to have the other person pick a guy for them to call and tell them that they liked him.[; and the teams were Me & Joyee. and Shanna & Katrina. AND ofcourse Me & Joyee WON.! ;D we got too meet new people.and they were nice.[;


Kevin.[;

These chicks.[;

Black guy.[;

and this guy.[;

SO Katrina had to call RichardLara and tell him that she liked him and Shanna called Mateo.[; well then after that we went on a few more rides and then went to eat. PoorJoyee. we had to go to the giftshop to get some shorts.haha. by that time it was like already almost time to leave. and Me and Shanna were so tired. so we just stayed in the giftshop and took peectures of things.[; and i got a neckleas. while Katrina and Joyee went in line for X2.


my buurthday.[;


my babbyboos buurthday.[;


iloveyoubabe.<3[;

sady we didnt get to go on X2.because it started RIGHT when we left the line. so oohwells.then after that we were ON our way home.! ;D ooh.and the like old guy for SixFlags like was dancing on me when i went to get a peectuer with him.[x


Oldguy.Saxxie.

when home.ate.showered.then fell dead to sleep.it was the mucho fun i needed.[; and a great way to start oof July.now tomorrow is a day i cant wait for.<3[;
the end.♥


-SaxxieOUT .[;

at home.

i was TO tired to do this yesterday, so here it goes. yesterday was a total FUN. i picked up Andy & Charles to go to my house to go SWIMMING.for Katrina's birthday party.! well it was so LAST minute, that we didnt get to have everyone that we wanted to be there. BUT i was fun for the rest of us. i had to get the house ready and Andy & Charles was NO help. well at times. then at around 4-ish Katrina, Nikki, Shanna, & Joyee came along. and they ate talked. then Calvin & Beau comes too.[;
then we got ready to go SWIMMING.!


Nikki.Shanna.Katrina.[birthdaygiirl.!] Saxxie.Joyee.

after they came we waited a while then we went swimming.! [;


Calvin.Andy.Saxxie.Katrina.Joyee.Shanna.Nikki.Beau.

Charles was the first to leave. becase he needed rest or something like that.[x we finished swimming at around 8-ish. and then ate again.[; we showered and did all of that.MAN.Katrina, Nikki, & Joyee can not open my bathroom door. i had to always open it when they were finished.[x well then Calvin & Beau left. and the rest of us just stayed in my room and chatted. OH.and my seester's friend Reah. told me that if Andy hurted me she would break his dick.[x it was SO hilarious.! not even kidding. well just like i said i got Andy to come and see my house finally.[;


Saxxie.Andy.

well took all the peeps that was still at my house hoome at around 10.and the car ride was pretty fun.[; i got home at like 11 and was totally tired.but our 5 way for Karina's happybirthday didnt turn out as expected. my stupid flash button wasnt there.-__-. well it was a real success for having it at a last minute thing.[;
BUT today i have to stay home all day.! and i was supposed to go over someones house. or stupid Rowland. guess i cant do either.[x maybe ill read.[; cant wait for tomorrow tho.
SIXFLAGS.


btw.HAPPY FREAKING DAMN BIRTHDAY KATRINA.!<3[;
iLOVEyou.<3


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transfromers2! [;

OMFG.! [; today was funfun.! today was the last day that me and my seester would get to hangout together like just us two, and it was really nice.


Saxxie.Sharaya.

well i went to the mallie.with Shanna at around 1-ish.and on our way there saw Connie & Richard walking to his house.well we got to the mall and then met up with Crystal,Andy,Long,Justin,& Alex.well hungout for a while and THEN Jonathan,Byron,& Joanna comes.[; well we ate talked.played the 10 finger game.-___-.i hate Byron he always does me last.and he THINKS he knows everything ive done.[x then Jane came alone.WELL then at around 2-ish Katrina,Nikki, & Nikkis little seester comes.[; and then we ate again.LOL.and then i got a peecture with these chicks.[;


Shanna.Saxxie.Katrina.Nikki.

well just when we were going to buy our tickets, we saw CHRIS, and his friend James, & Jalen. but ive talked to Jalen before already.


Saxxie.Chris.<3[;

well then after that we ALL went to get our tickets for Transformers2.! ;D BUT while i was getting my movie ticket.i saw that SCARY korean guy again.! D: good thing he didnt talk to me./:



uuh.we had to like wait in line and all and while we were in the movies Joyee came.[; and yeah yeah.movie.LOL.it was a REALLY good movie.! but some parts i missed.[; but its alright.i liked it.and it was pretty long.haha.well in the middle Chirs & James left./: AND then when the movie was over, i saw SHERIDAN and Stephen.OH.and when i was walking inside the movies i saw Greg.! [; aw.to bad Patrick couldnt come.stupid none had a dollar.well next time.? then when we were sitting down we saw Connie & Richard again.LOL.well today i got to see a hecka lots of people .[; the good thing about today was that i got to spend time with my ANDYbabby.! since like a week.and i FINALLY got a nice peecture with him.[;


AndyZhao.SaxxieTran.

hes so CUTE.[; well that was like the highlight of my day.and plus i getta see him again on Monday.hopefully.well i didnt get to eat for the whole day because i didnt get any money.! D: and i got home at around 10.and im tired as hell.! so ima go and rest.
goodnights.♥


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part2.

so today i went to the mallie today.haha.and this time i actually bought things.! [; it was a really nice day.got to spend some time with my seester.and we had some "girl talk" and dauym i spent so mucho money! D: oh.i got sandles for $5.! and a bathing suite.! green to.so cutys.and shirts.and other things.i cant wait til buy more things.i saw Ashley.and supirslying there wasnt that many people there than the other days.this was a day that was much needed.[; and TO add to the fun.my daddy told us the bad news that Michael Jackson died.! D:


R.I.P

no more of Michael Jackson in the world./: he would be most missed from everyone.anyways.there was a turnover.i got to go and visit my ANDYboo.[; he was so cutys.and my seester wanted to see him.but oohwells.next time.and then i get to go malling AGAIN tomorrow.but this time with the friends and to watch Transformers.! [; better turn in for the night.
♥


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mallie.

today was fun.went to the mall with my
seester to get some bras.[; and guees who i
see.?! Joesphine,KevinLee,&Katherine.and
i think Jonathan.[x AND Patricia.well it was
nice seeing them.got some hugs.and notice
that there is a hella lot of people waiting in
line to watch Transformers2! watching it on
Friday.babby.with my hooneybunny.[; also
i saw Adolfo waiting outside the malll.LOL.
OH. and i told my seester what Andy told me
yesterday.and she just started cracking up.
it was so hilarious.[x well i got my braces changed.
and all.and had to stay at my Grandmas house
for like the week.greeat.well cant wait til i can
see yoou boo.[;


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update.

yay.finally does my internet work now.[; havent posted in like a week.oohwells.haha.well ALOT has happened since i last wrote.parites.betrayals.tryouts.couples.scary korean guy at the mall.and many more.well summer started oof great.and its still doing good.i sadly didnt make it into volleyball.BUT i did make first cuts.[; better than nothing.and my plan that ive waited for for like a month didnt go as i planned, i mean how ironic it had to be on the same day as FathersDay.definitely a total bust./: but it did get to ask what i wanted to.[; and ill give you the poster i worked SO hard on and i didnt even get to show you how i wanted it to be.well its alrights.the days has been pretty boring.but i am proud to say that i finished Night.[; and in only like 3 day.haha.i should read more.. well everything has be alrights.OH finally told my seester about like everything.and all.she had like a conversation with me.it was nice.[; im glad she knows.now she can take me places and all.waiting for Friday.[;

babby.6months.

sorry about yeah.well you dont have to worry
anymore.
iLOVEyou.[;


-SaxxieOUT .[;

tryouts.

woke up at 7.and when to sleep at 3.
&dauym.tired as hell.tennis is such a pain.
i dont know how people can get through it.!
i dont know if i wanna do it still.[x well volley-
ball was just a meeting so it was alright.stayed
at Rowland until freaking 6.but i gootta see
Trish&Patricia.<3[;>
is diee and sleep.oh.and im aat Shannas.-__-.
goodnights♥

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