day 1.[grounded]

its instresting how one night can change everything.honestly
i dont know what to think right now.my mommy gave me a nice
long conversation about life and its lessons.but still she got
mad.and now this spring break might turn out to be the worst
week,ill have in my entire life time.i think that im grounded for
this whole week.great.and for something that wasnt really MY
fault.AND today i was supposed to go over Joshua's house
and see everyone.[Albert.!] but now i dont think i can.]: i woke
up today with the PUFFIEST eyes ive had in SO long.and i
fell like sheit.i went asleep early and woke up early and just
layed in bed,thinking about what went down the other day.
right now i fell like dieing.my mommy told me not to hangout
with anyone anymore or to go out with friends.and ive consider
doing that.ima be one of thoes loner people who sit by themselfs.
i dont know.i might do that.maybe i could raise up my math grade.
who knows.but hey im a Christian.and i believe that everything
happens for a reason.so maybe this was a sign for something.
or to start of fresh next year.well see as my life contuines.OH.
and i DONT hate you.[;


-SaxxieOUT .![;