Friday, July 16, 2010

Lets end this chaper once and for all.

Okay. So I finally got what I needed, it was as I expected all along. But I guess I didn't want to believe it until I actually heard it. LA, was right and so were all the others. Well there really isn't anything for me to do about it. I'm not at all that crazy about what happened, it's just a whatever moment. On the other hand, you deleted me ! Thanks a lot. I have no idea why ? If you do that mine as well delete my number too, so you won't have the need to call me late at night when I'm trying to sleep and have school the next day... ohwells. I really do understand that you will change, be better, and you need me. But I just don't want it, okay. Except the fact that "we" can't be again. And as for the "love of your life" your kidding me. I'm sorry I don't feel the same, but take the truth. I am honestly out of ideas, I don't know what to do anymore, I don't know what I should do now, or what I should be doing. Just leave me alone, so I can fix myself before I try and fix this again.


p.s. I won't be going. So have fun if you do.