today's topic : loneliness.

Even with all the friends in the world, there's a time when you will always feel lonely. There will never be a time when you don't. We think that we can fill that empty space with friends, family, pets, and other stuff. But reality is we just can't. So I guess I have to face the fact that I'm going to be alone for a while, and I need to stop thinking about you and everything. Being alone isn't that bad but I think I can do it. Finally I must face my fear of being alone. Everyone does it, everyday maybe and I can't even go a few days ? This will help me to conquer what I've been trying to avoid all my breathing days. On another topic : you added me, and that was it. Nothing else ? Not even a hi or how you been ? Damn am I messed up. Or are you just messed up ? What I need is closure, but apparently I can't have that with you. All day long my mind is filled with memories, but at the same time it's blank. I don't have a "plan" this time guys. This is a whole new experience for me. Although, I have to keep thriving.